Paul Davids - CIA Mind Control, LSD, Zen and MK-ULTRA ... fractured programing

"One believes things because one has been conditioned to believe them." - Aldous Huxley, Brave New World


A quick recap -


What if you were part of a study you were never supposed to remember? Fine print: no one told you that part. Wendy's Coffeehouse Interview - Paul Davids talks about his experience in the 60's. Blowing American's Minds - A true story of Princeton, CIA Mind Control, LSD and Zen.

When Paul Davids and John Selby were college students at Princeton in the 60's, they volunteered for a research study that turned out to be part of a secret CIA Mind Control program. MK-ULTRA details at The Black Vault. The study combined the use of psychedelics, popular at the time, and deep-level hypnosis.

Led to believe the sessions would aid consciousness expansion, spiritual awareness and, the kicker: better sex, they signed on. At the time, Psychedelic research was in vogue and funded by seemingly reputable sources. One of the high profile names touting the benefits of LSD Therapy at the time was Cary Grant. WFMU.org  Omitted fine print for the study would have noted the CIA involvement.

Paul Davids - Bio and Credits Link  - Includes 'Roswell: The UFO Coverup' and 'An Atheist in Heaven: The Ultimate Evidence for Life After Death.' (The Sequel)

Ram Dass talks about Timothy Leary - from Paul Davids' film, 'Timothy Leary's Dead', IMDB  -



Paul and John provide an intimate footnote to this part of CIA MK ULTRA history and unlike some of the other research subjects, some who were uninformed about their part in the study, they survived relatively unscathed.

Some of those negative stories are tragic. One incredibly chilling application tested was referred to as 'De-patterning', using a combination of sleep and electro-shock. 

Paul and John suggest they wanted to tell their story earlier but various factors, some personal and others, including difficulty in accessing background information due to the secrecy of the program and the institutions involved, made the information difficult to recover.

Each became caught up in the program and each responded differently. Mind control prompts included attempts to wipe memories and keep the information suppressed and it seems that was overcome.

Makes for an interesting read and raises questions about current methods of mind control (world wide) in use as a result of information gleaned from those studies and others like them. Worth knowing to better understand one's vulnerability to mind programming of all sorts, period.

Who do you listen to? What stories are you running? Who is informing your choices? Is there anything important you might have forgotten? Might you have a sensitivity to trigger words? If such programs are effective - how would the public ever know? Every decision you make is a programming choice. Stay curious. 

Curiously, it was only through an odd case of misfiling that the MK ULTRA program was ultimately discovered and revealed. And that's another story.

You can follow Paul at PaulDavids.com
John Selby has been exploring Meditation and Consciousness for years. I found his work in a piece he contributed to the book Kundalini Rising. Through continued research John has discovered excellent insight on enhancing meditation and developed an app to assist. Extra credit for meditators - John's Books on Amazon

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Benefits of having a curious mind? The perks are unlimited.
Cheers to you!  

SciXFriday - Mystery and anomaly in the dots connecting

"You could start at a path leading nowhere more fantastic than from your own front steps to the sidewalk, and from there you could go, well... anywhere at all." - Stephen King

And so it is. One of the most memorable days for me was the time we stepped out and everything had shifted. I was given a telepathic prompt that this would be the case and not to telegraph that our experience was unusual. It was during that time I saw people with horns and tails. I later discovered and interviewed another person who experienced something similar: Jonas Elrod. HuffPo

From that time forward, I opted to steer clear of those people. It isn't a thing one can easily forget. - The explanation given was they were focused on material things and that colored their view and influenced their appearance on the spirit plane. It was highly disconcerting.

OddnEnds -
  • Ethics and AI, it's time. Still in the works, a definition of ethics for AI. Technology Review
  • A Drug to reverse memory loss? Futurism
  • The ghost of Amy Winehouse? Her Dad says she appears to the family as a bird and that started happening soon after she died. Newsweek
  • Benefits of wearing a microchip? Early adopters might have a few tips. ArsTechnica
  • About that UFO story that has everyone talking? CNN Former Arizona Governor Fife Symington - who took heat for downplaying the Phoenix Lights event, even though he was a witness, was less circumspect ten years after the event. He says what he saw was not a man-made object, also says it is time the government conducted an open dialogue on UFOs. CNN link.
  • Nobody does selfies like Manny. On the 'Best of' list for 2017. Manny and friends.
 This Archeologist is about to enter - The Twilight Zone .... YouTube ...



Follow Directors: NicoJak
Corentin Charon
Lise Corriol
Olivier LaFay

Back to the extraordinary in relationship to UFO experiences. 

I found a fascinating conversation posted on Facebook. UFOs, Spoonbending, Firewalking, Ghosts, Little People. John Alexander talks about his book Reality Denied, Anomalist Books

John talks about Experiencer Christopher Bledsoe. Strange things are happening. We have no explanation for these events. They simply challenge us to reframe our beliefs and expand the known. It's a transformative process, unique to each and every one who has these encounters. We are living in an amazing time. Chris tells his story on YouTube

There's just something about seeing astronauts watch The Last Jedi ... in space.

My Tweet: Michio Kaku will give a Multimedia Presentation about his new book, The Future of Humanity. Kansas City, February 28, 2018. Details at Rainy Day Books. BigThink/Kaku


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Trending UFO headlines suggest 2018 might be ushering in a bold new attitude: They're here.

"Resistance, however, is useless." (1939) - A. E. van Vogt


September, 2010. Six U. S. Air Force officers shared their stories in detail at a National Press Club Event. Organizers hoped their efforts to produce credible evidence and military officials as witnesses (Leslie Kean/UFOs) would nudge the UFO phenomena into mainstream dialogue and prompt official disclosure ...crickets...

The New York Times broke the story, 12/17, on the secret Pentagon UFO Study (Leslie Kean again) and it quickly went viral. The difference is a bonafide Pentagon secret UFO Study corroborator. Note: dates given imply the secret Pentagon UFO study was underway (2007-2012) at the time of the UFO National Press Club event in 2010.

With the continuation of personal revelations and stories increasingly highlighting the global audience bearing witness to these encounters and events, we may simply allow, no matter how incredible the circumstances are, the need for an informed public.

After all these years and numerous reports in dribs and drabs, documenting extraordinary encounters and sightings on all continents, denial is wearing thin.

NYTimes writer Dan Barry says his dad believed in UFOs. Lack of official government disclosure wasn't a deterrent.

Related sources and highlights- 

Love and Saucers - The film demonstrates why experiencers are at a disadvantage in trying to get the word out on their story at the outset. When the topic is taboo, ridicule is a good silencer. Add another brick if experiencers have to remember a thing they have been programmed to forget.

Might be foggy at first, but when they do puzzle everything back together, their stories force a reevaluation of our reality.

Ars Technica offers a wonderful review. Preview the film. Available to rent or buy.
To discover such an activity can happen in the midst of our "modern" society gives one pause, suggesting we are dealing with a presence we have little to no ability to thwart nor track. Given that scenario, it follows we are ill prepared for outright confrontation on any level.

Key for the experiencer, acknowledging the fact of this presence offers one very important component, validation. (As such, an awareness that he/she isn't crazy.) If support were part of the landscape more experiencers might fork over details that we have yet to uncover/recover.

Compiling available data may not provide the answers and definitions we hope but it will certainly allow for greater opportunity to face the issue knowing details are important and the ability to retain as much as possible might further enlighten us as to the purpose and scope of the activity.

Worst case scenario #1 - designated a pet planet, we are given special status as long as we provide sufficient resources (open to interpretation) and clean up our own fishbowl.

Possibilities are endless.

Therein lies the bugaboo with Disclosure. Lacking real answers, quantitative proof, ability to discern the true source or sources for our encounters or equal footing with the perpetual bevy of guests/visitors, Disclosure opens a bigger can of worms than it solves. As a bonus, it also requires someone at the top level of government willing to own the title of UFO Expert.

Quoting Senator Harry Reid (Twitter): "If anyone says they have the answers, they're fooling themselves." - Washington Examiner



Yes, I have had my own experiences. Discernment is key.  

Join me for the show at Sunday, 8pm central on KCMO Talk Radio 710
Enjoy! 

On the road to Disclosure - expect intentional obfuscation ... 2018, the year to celebrate all things curious!

“Do you ever wonder if--well, if there are people living on the third planet?' 'The third planet is incapable of supporting life,' stated the husband patiently. 'Our scientists have said there's far too much oxygen in their atmosphere.” - Ray Bradbury, The Martian Chronicles

OddsnEnds -
  • 2018 has arrived! While we didn't have aliens land on the front lawn of the White House, the next best thing landed in 2017: Viral headlines after New York Times launched the story on the acknowledgment of a secret Pentagon UFO study, CNN. Thus, demonstrating the UFO subject matter can make headlines and nudge the topic into mainstream discourse without triggering mass hysteria. Boom!
  • 5 'good' reasons to believe in UFOs: NatGeo (Disregard wrong spelling on Leslie Kean. Book link for more info UFOs)
  • 1 most important reason to believe in UFOs: You've seen them. UFO Stalker current reports.
  • Indiana UFO encounter near military installation in 1994: Open Minds
  • Evidence for contact exists. Dr. Steven Greer's recent film: Unacknowledged on Vimeo
  • Continuing with Dr. Greer. This is the CE-5 contact info. Close encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence. Explore the page on evidence.
  • Bob Dean and his stories are unforgettable. This interview includes revelation of having been aware of ET contact from childhood and surviving circumstances he believes should have been fatal encounters. Doesn't care for the terms ET, Alien and UFO. Terms he says are much more accurate and appropriate are Interplanetary, Intergalactic, Interstellar and Interdimensional. Bob says disclosure is underway through subliminal education. He refers to the Project Camelot Interviews. Link here. 
Highlighting Wendy's Coffeehouse interview archives, is an ongoing fascination with the UFO, ET, Owl connection. Other animals might also factor in (one example is Deer), but Mike Clelland demonstrates a compelling case for owls. Show 4/2/17 Mike Clelland.

Synchronicities - Mike talks about the crazy stuff that happened for him in 2009. My experiences were also incredibly odd that year. It helped having Andy with me to affirm the events. 1997 was another incredible year. Owls do factor in on more than one occasion but a standout is the time we went to (our only time so far) a UFO Conference in Texas. We saw an incredible large, white owl flying overhead.

For more exploring and wondering visit the blogger friend Mike mentions during the above video.
Called At Spiral's End on Live Journal.

UFO Disclosure related - in the Wendy's Coffeehouse Archives

Show 6/4/16 - Suzanne and Scott Ramsey - The Aztec UFO Incident - Review: “There is no question that an intelligently controlled extraterrestrial spacecraft was recovered by agents of the government of the United States near Aztec, New Mexico, in March 1948, and taken for classified study and evaluation. This is a fascinating and carefully done exposé well worth reading.” - Stanton T. Friedman, author of Flying Saucers and Science

Show 6/11/16 - Thomas J. Carey - Children of Roswell - Lifetime impact of Roswell on families forced to live with the truth while accepting the government's account of the incident, then forced to face years of suppression and fear of reprisal from a government sworn to protect them. - "I never saw my father so scared.": New Page Books Blog

Show 9/24/16 - Ardy Sixkiller Clarke - More Encounters with Star People, Urban American Indians Tell Their Stories. Ardy has spent several years traveling to collect her stories. Recommend the stories from South America as well. One includes a guy who visits a mother ship frequently.

Show 3/26/2016 - Krsanna Duran - Time shifts and Earth changes. Krsanna oversees Ida Kannenberg's material. Kannenberg's contact experiences began in 1940 and eventually explores connection between UFOs and Bigfoot. TimeStar

Never a lack of curious to explore. Have a story? - You are not alone. Share it. 

Lighten up: People of Earth. DVD. A gem. Rotten Tomatoes critic's rating: 92%.  Hollywood Reporter gold star review (Season 2).

Happy New Year! 
Thank you for listening and sharing!

James Schwartz, Alchemical Hypnosis: One Voice, Sacred Wisdom, symbols, signs and parallel lives

The Sound of knowing. Increase atmosphere volume (+). Reduce emotion volume (-). Enhance Insight (~). Suspect a strong correlation to OM. Listen and/or Meditate to the sound. More info on OM

"Hopis have lived in America longer than anyone. We wanted to explore the concept of Earthly visitation through the eyes of people who have also witnessed the rapid evolution of modern culture. For us, their beliefs ring true on so many levels. Hopi prophecy speaks to the destiny of man...in a universe where we are not alone." - T. J. Wolf, A Gleam of Light, Author's website. Revisit my interview with Ardy Sixkiller Clarke on Star People

In the podcast archives now - Wendy's Coffeehouse, 12/24/17 interview with James Schwartz: One Voice, Sacred Wisdom

OddsnEnds -
  • Are we there yet? Forward leap for Augmented Reality. The Weekend
  • Or simply incredible progress: Intel
  • Best Interdimensional Travel stories of 2017. I'll be revisiting this. Inverse
  • Also revisiting how strange can things already be right here on planet Earth? Associated with that Pentagon UFO study and Robert Bigelow: Skinwalker Ranch At least one of these elements is familiar. I've encountered an invisible helicopter. Mystery unsolved.
  • Newest RoboCat to help the elderly adds AI to improve bonding. Daily Mail
  • Links for some of the headlines included in the interview segment with James are also referenced in prior posts on this blog. The following interview surfaced after our session was recorded. 
George Knapp reports on the Pentagon/UFO study - in an interview exclusive with former Senator Harry Reid. LasVegasNow
  • Best holiday headline. Winner! Fark: 'Fruitcake continues reign of terror, triggers bomb squad investigation.' - "..package was deemed suspicious because it was unmarked and was the only gift under the tree." Source StuffNZ
  • The thinking plant. Decisions and choices. Science Daily
  • Cat logic. House rules: Evicted.
What happens when we die? Does Karma exist? Do we exist in different dimensions? How does time work? Why are we here? All that and more is explored in One Voice, Sacred Wisdom. The interview is available in Wendy's Coffeehouse podcast archives.

James Schwartz uses his method of Alchemical Hypnotherapy to help clients access spiritual guidance in whatever form manifests for the highest good of the person involved.

One of the most surprising sessions detailed in the book involved a woman who had been very resolute in her determination to avoid religion. The guide who appeared to offer assistance to her? Jesus.

Guides who manifested for the clients represented a broad spectrum, including angels, alien entities, future incarnations, mythical creatures and animals. A repeating message from the guides: There is no such thing as time.

We work with time on the Earth plane but, on the expanded awareness playing field, the guides say it does not exist. Some of that was experienced in the sessions as the guides often demonstrated to the client how it might feel to visit another realm and encounter other life forms or beings there. Those travels, while they might have registered as movement within a certain time frame, could be instantaneous.

Removing time from the equation validates the shamanic experience but it messes with our current application in our daily lives and long-held beliefs of how time works. Another perspective echoes the wonky time factor and offers illustration: Beyond Past Lives

Fascinating encounters like those James shares from his clients challenge the consensus world view, inspiring reexamination and further exploration. Interested in finding out more for yourself?

Connect with Hypnotherapist James Schwartz at Rocky Mountain Hypnosis.

Time out for Disclosure: UFO + Pentagon = Headline TKO


"If anyone says they have the answers, they’re fooling themselves. We don’t know the answers but we have plenty of evidence to support asking the questions. This is about science and national security. If America doesn’t take the lead in answering these questions, others will. via Twitter - Senator Harry Reid

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! Truth just landed.

Weekend headlines delivered a HUGE Christmas present: Pentagon/UFO bombshell reveal. YES, the US does follow-up, track, research and investigate reports and sightings of UFOs. Status and contact for current program uncertain/unavailable/undisclosed. Not a surprise.


In mainstream news media, this is Disclosure.

Congrats to Leslie Kean: 10/11/2017 HuffPo who, in her story on the launching of the Tom DeLonge project, To the Stars Academy, suggested a potential for increased public awareness: "This could represent the beginning of a trend towards a new openness on the part of the U.S. government. These people know more than any of us, and they will be releasing important data on UAP in the future."

The New York Times (Leslie Kean and co-writer Ralph Blumenthal) broke the Pentagon UFO story Saturday and chain reaction headlines blew up the newsfeed. Raw Story picked it up. Reuters tagged on.

Bonafide viral - quickie interview on CNBC -  MSNBC interview with Ralph Blumenthal on the schedule (Sunday 12/17/2017)



AOL followed suit. As did the Washington Examiner. And CNN carried it forward.

On CBS’s “60 Minutes” in May 2017, Robert Bigelow said he was “absolutely convinced” that aliens exist and that U.F.O.s have visited Earth. Excerpted from that interview:

CBS News Correspondent  Laura Logan: Do you believe in aliens?
Robert Bigelow: I'm absolutely convinced. That's all there is to it.
Lara Logan: Do you also believe that UFOs have come to Earth?
Robert Bigelow: There has been and is an existing presence, an ET presence. And I spent millions and millions and millions -- I probably spent more as an individual than anybody else in the United States has ever spent on this subject.
Lara Logan: Is it risky for you to say in public that you believe in UFOs and aliens?
Robert Bigelow: I don't give a damn. I don't care."

Doesn't hurt that his grandparents saw a UFO. 

OddsnEnds 
  • Forbidden Fruit - CDC list of words not to use: "Evidence-based": Futurism 
  • Plan B - Signs Intelligence has other means of surfacing: Kuzweil AI 
  • Making final days of 2017 merry and bright: Quakeland, On the Road to America's Next Devastating Earthquake, Kathryn Miles 
  • Frightening over 750 thousand followers on Twitter/Adam Ellis/Dear David. Review the backstory: AOL  And continue following the story on Adam's Storify Page
  • Scary Bonus: Cattle Mutilations. 37th Parallel author interview And his website: Ben Mezrich
  • Goal achieved. Cat adopted. "Wall of shame" campaign strategy posted here. The Dodo

Odd (and not) coincidence and way off topic. Out of the blue during the Wendy's Coffeehouse interview 12/17/2017, KCMO Talk Radio, with Lynn Andrews and Robert Taylor: Cattle Mutilations in Hawaii. We don't go there. However, I do have another guest coming up who investigates and can address specifics involved investigating cattle mutilations and similar oddities in further detail. 2018 interview shout out!

Video - Unexplained UAP - UFO - Discussion of the object mentions a fleet but those objects are not shown. 



So what happens when you encounter the extraordinary, something that defies all known tech in current and anticipated future capabilities?

"I have no idea what I saw," Commander Fravor replied to the pilot. “It had no plumes, wings or rotors and outran our F-18s.” But, he added, “I want to fly one.”

Do Americans believe in UFOs? Surveys say a lot of us do:  HuffPo 2013 and HuffPo 2017

Go a bit further with the UFO adventure and spend time with Boyd Bushman. Some suggest he had nothing to lose in confessing his experiences at Area 51. Consider or not. He describes telepathic communication with Aliens. (Having experienced it first hand, there is no mistaking telepathic presence. Feels like it is coming from inside your head.)

I interviewed Tom Carey about the Children of Roswell. Experience and proximity to experiencers changes everything. More background on Tom: Roswell Investigator

Then there's the 1994 sighting and encounter witnessed by school children in Zimbabwe that continues to perplex those who experienced it. Movie now expected in Spring 2018. New trailer features Dan Aykroyd. Ariel Phenomenon

Curiosity wins. We want to know more.

Fantastic Physics, UFOs, Miracles, Consciousness, Shamanism and Sacred Vision Oracle Cards

“The gradual recognition that what we think may physically influence what we observe has led to a revolution in thought and philosophy, not to mention physics.” - Fred Alan Wolf, Taking the Quantum Leap: The New Physics for Nonscientists


OddsnEnds -
Fred Alan Wolf on Consciousness and being originating beyond the physical, corporeal form - from Closer to the Truth ...



And from TEDxReset 2011: Quantum tripping on light, time, space and the illusion in being.
Fred Alan Wolf/Dr. Quantum on ESP/Closer to the Truth

Engaging awareness through Shamanism -

Lynn Andrews and Robert Taylor are co-creators of the Sacred Oracle Cards, available on Amazon and on Lynn's site.

Lynn and Robert join me for two interviews. I am so glad to have been able to talk with both of them for Wendy's Coffeehouse 12/17/17 and Conscious Living 12/13/17. You'll hear something different in each show as we have plenty of material to work with. My notes in this post include references and links related to both shows.

Lynn Andrews, known to many for her Medicine Woman series, now in the 46th printing, has some 20 books. In four decades of work, Lynn has traveled the world and trained alongside a diverse group of medicine women, as such, developing a treasured archive of shamanic wisdom.

The Los Angeles Times: “Andrews’ narrative opens a window onto an aspect of Native American culture seldom explored. Her portrayal of the pre-eminently sacred role of woman and the traditions that keep their ancient wisdom are remarkably accurate.”


In Lynn's own words, “To me, shamanism is about light, and when I say light, I mean making the world a better place. It is an understanding that there really is a power in prayer, truly.

And no matter who it is that you pray to, if you pray with your heart, you can change your own life, choose what happens in your life and how it turns out. I think we have the power to do that."

Sacred Vision Oracle Cards are
also interactive. Read here.
The cards I pulled for the day were perfectly in sync with the content. One of the themes is Observation. Try a sample 3 card read.
The cards I chose are featured in the photo.

So much ground to cover, we hit a few highlights. Lynn speaks about the purpose of the new cards and her collaboration with Native Artist Robert Taylor.

She also emphasizes the importance to her in working with women on self-worth and spending quality  time with the group that is close to her heart: Sisterhood of the Shields.

Robert's artwork deftly interweaves the shamanic element into this deck through color, symbol and metaphor. Each design is capable of triggering knowing beyond the image. I really enjoyed hearing his perspective.

In the companion book, Lynn provides the interpretations for the meaning of the card and Robert addresses the nature of the visual he created. Images and energy merge to combine the two talents in a wonderful fashion. This is not a contemplative deck, rather, it is a catalyst for change and active engagement, an energizer to get the ball rolling on whatever issue is ready to be examined. 

Robert Taylor's work is currently on exhibit at the University of Oklahoma's Fred Jones Jr. Museum of Art through December 30, with 60 pieces on display. OU. He was recently profiled in the Oklahoma Gazette. Including more background on Robert's unique painting style, from 1997, read this feature in Southwest ArtFollow Robert on Facebook

When I repeated what I read in regard to the teacher who asked Robert why he insisted on painting Indians, he said the language in that conversation was quite blunt. The teacher asked why he chose to paint "savages". Robert left the class and took another path to acquire his skills.


There are many ways to respond to a hurt, a slight, a slur or an insult and then there is your way, the one that sets you on your journey. As Lynn says, these cards are intended to help quicken the connection to the work at hand.

I appreciate the stark contrast presented in the characters on the cards to the purposeful use of color, enlivening the animal messengers and symbolism. There are hidden meanings and code in the image creations, combined with Lynn's words, the cards inspire introspection, spontaneous knowing and deeper connection communicated within the image. 

In working with the imagery, I have already had a very powerful vision. One of the characters in the cards made an appearance in the dreamtime as I was drifting back to sleep. Funny thing, I forgot it until triggered later in the day by the sight of geese flying overhead.

The vision colors and imagery involved vivid jewel tones and a pose very much like that Buffalo and Prairie Dog. I have been visited by a new teacher. The door is open and the adventure is calling. Am I ready to explore? What is life if not an adventure for explorers? The cards work.

"Remember the world is shaped by the dreamers NOT the critics." - Robert Taylor


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*A note on the church - with the fantastic and highly unusual, illuminated painting. In listening to the Empower show I realize I misspoke, it is in Taos. It was the first place I was called to as I began working with the nightlight energy in 1997. San Fransico de Asis. Very special energy there.  

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