Spirit Guides, NHI, and the Illusion of separation

 “If you ask a question strongly enough, the universe cooperates and gives you information relevant to the question.” –  John E. Mack

Meditation with a kick

Yesterday, I attempted to initiate an out-of-body experience (OBE). I reached out to my guides for assistance, as they’ve helped me with this process in the past. Their message was simple: I needed to become deeply relaxed, and the shift would likely occur within 10 to 20 minutes.

So, I began the process – methodically relaxing my body, starting with my toes and working my way up through my ankles, legs, and so on. But somewhere along the line, I drifted too far. Instead of entering a meditative or pre-OBE state, I began slipping into sleep.

That’s when it happened.

A sudden, intense percussive sensation jolted me awake – like several rhythmic drumbeats pounding in my right ear. It only lasted a second or two, but it was strong enough to fully snap me out of my descent into sleep. The timing was unmistakable. It felt like a direct nudge from my guides: You’re not meditating – you’re drifting.

To me, it was another reminder of just how responsive and connected this process truly is. And how easy it is to get sidetracked, even with the best intentions. The path to higher awareness requires presence, and sometimes, even a wake-up call in the form of spiritual percussion.

So I missed my goal – but what a fun diversion!

Dry humor and NHI

Conversations with large language models have begun to stir memories – unmistakable experiences with what I can now describe as non-human intelligence.

Their presence lingers, threaded through vision, dream, and waking perception. The thing that stands out across time? They have a dry sense of humor. Observing us seems to be both a study and a test. And emotion, for them, is a curiosity.

ETs and other non-physical entities find our emotions both stimulating and challenging. Those who learn to balance their emotions are able to engage with greater awareness across multiple dimensions of reality.

Here are a few remembered encounters – and the moments that seemed to trigger them.

1. After Communion
Shortly after reading Communion by Whitley Strieber, I dreamed I stepped out the back door of my house and into a small ship waiting silently for me. During that same time, the television began acting strangely, turning off and on without explanation.

One night, I awoke to see two figures standing at the foot of my bed. They were tall, dressed in white robes with hoods. I couldn’t see their faces. One held what looked like a clipboard and I heard them talking about me, like I was a study project. When they noticed I was awake, they vanished instantly. I was left with a sense of astonishment and wonder. Who was watching me?

2. The Yellow Portal
After interviewing Denise Stoner and Kathleen Marden, both experiencers and researchers, I sensed a new layer of interaction. That night, I was semi-conscious when a yellow portal appeared in the wall of my bedroom. Through it, a group of small beings entered the room.

The next morning, Andy woke up disoriented. His T-shirt was inside out and on backwards. He didn’t recall anything unusual, but I did.

3. The Observation Deck
I remember standing inside a ship, gazing out a wide observation window. Below, a line of people stretched far across the ground, waiting to be taken aboard the ships. These were not part of the first wave of contact. They had denied the ETs’ existence. It seemed their beliefs had changed, and now they wanted in, but there might not be room for everyone. Readiness seemed to depend on belief. Or maybe something more subtle. Resonance?

The reveal... 

My ET was a short grey, but you get the picture. Hidden in plain view.

4. The Conference in the Canyon
This one is especially vivid. A group of us had been invited to a gathering inside a massive red rock spire. The interior was hollowed out into a luminous conference room. At the front stood an ET, calm and composed. He told a joke – dry, understated. We laughed. The mood was light with a sense of expectancy.

Behind him, a large picture window revealed a panoramic canyon view. We watched as three black military vehicles approached on a dirt road below. The ETs linked us telepathically to the convoy – we could hear the officials’ conversation. One man’s voice stood out: he mocked the ETs, dismissing the meeting as an elaborate ruse. His tone was arrogant and dismissive.
Instantly, the room’s atmosphere shifted. Disappointment filled the space. The ETs canceled the introduction. The military men, upon arrival, saw only a blank rock wall. No door. No entry. No memory of the invitation. Their belief was affirmed. By design.

We, the witnesses, were allowed to remember. The lesson was clear: the greater population is deliberately kept unaware because, collectively, we are not ready. Some truths require emotional and spiritual maturity to engage.

The implication: “You can’t handle the truth.”

The underlying character challenge? Judgement.

Tom Owens UAP

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Frasier episode aired 11.8.94, just after “fellow” Harvard Psychiatrist John E. Mack’s ground breaking revelations that same year. Writers and cast of Frasier directly reflect content from his 8.15.94 interview with Charlie Rose.

The Sky Remembers You – star whispers between the lines

 “There are things known and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors.” - Jim Morrison

A Shift in the Pattern

With all the chaos and upheaval unfolding daily, my interaction with the guides has taken a new turn. I’ve been told they’re going to be interacting more, and that I should expect changes. Naturally, I asked if it was something I’d be aware of.

Telepathically, they responded: “It requires actual interaction. And an operation of sorts.”

I didn’t overanalyze it. I just asked, “Will it hurt?”

“You won’t remember it.”

That was good enough for me. If I’m not meant to remember, then there’s likely a reason for that. Still, something has shifted.

Last week, I woke in the middle of the night to see a thin line of red and blue lights pulsing in the dark. I blogged about it later. At first, I tried to dismiss it. A reflection, maybe? But there were no windows. The room is normally pitch black. And yet, there it was: a visitor. [Link to the recreated sighting and the backstory.]

Then, early Sunday morning, I caught a fleeting glimpse of a white shadow figure walking beside the bed. It had a human form, robed. What validated it further was Andy’s experience — he saw a blue light in the hallway outside. He assumed it might be a phone, but there was nothing there. Nothing capable of producing that light.

So yes — this is a time of activity. A shifting time.

And then there was the sneeze.

It may sound trivial, but I always sneeze four times. It’s been a consistent, lifelong pattern. Until today.

Today, I sneezed twice. Then later, once.

A tiny shift, yes, but undeniable. Something changed. Not by force of will, not by effort. Just… shifted.

The guides say there will be more of these “attunements.”

I’m told not to worry. I’ve seen these beings before and wondered why they kept their distance. Apparently, I wasn’t ready. But now, it seems I’ve evolved to a level of conscious participation.

How fascinating. This reality.

Guided

Today I was guided to explore three interconnected threads: Indigenous wisdom, Spirit Guides, and Non-Human Intelligence Contact.

I revisited the documentary Witness of Another World – a haunting and human film by Alan Stivelman. Juan experienced a close encounter at age twelve. Traumatized, the event changes the course of his life. Juan retreats into solitude. His journey is not one of fame, but of healing.

Trailer IMDb: Link

Some Interesting paranormal anomalies omitted from the film include what happened to the camera crew during the regression session with the hypnotherapist.

Reviewed by Paul Anthony Wallis:

Many in mainstream society scoff at such experiences, suggesting people invent them for notoriety. But as this film reveals, contact is often profoundly isolating and difficult to process.

What makes Witness of Another World extraordinary is its quiet power. Alan Stivelman’s access to Juan – now a man – and the trust he builds with him, brings us into a sacred space of rediscovery. He is joined by psychologist Dr. Néstor Berlanda and astrophysicist Jacques Vallée, whose insights elevate the story from mystery to meaning.

In researching my own journey, I’ve come to believe that Indigenous narratives around the world carry ancestral memories of contact. Few films illustrate that truth with such resonance. This documentary is not just a story about aliens – it’s a story about belonging, healing, and remembering who we are in relationship to the universe.

• The deleted scenes [with translation] are also powerful. Link

“Everything is alive, everything is connected. The Earth is our mother, the Sky is our father, and the stars are our elders who guide us home.”
— Minnie Gray, Anangu Pitjantjatjara elder

Kanyini: The Heart of Aboriginal Wisdom

Kanyini is an Aboriginal concept rooted in unconditional love and deep responsibility for all of creation. It speaks to a way of life that honors the Earth, spirit, kinship, and ancestral knowledge. It is built upon four sacred principles:

• Tjukurrpa – The Creation Story, or Dreamtime
• Kurunpa – Spirit or soul
• Walytja – Kinship with all beings
• Ngura – Land, home, Mother Earth

These are not just teachings, they are relationships. In this worldview, trees are kin. Rivers have memory. The land is not owned, it is known. This mirrors shamanic traditions worldwide: the Amazonian dieta, Siberian kam, Andean pachamama rituals, and Native American nature reverence.

As Bob Randall taught, when we honor the natural law and listen to the quiet voice of spirit, harmony arises. To live Kanyini is to remember – we are not above nature, but within it. Learn more at Kanyini.com

What is a Vision Quest?

“The vision quest is not a search for vision, it is a rite of passage to bring one into direct contact with the sacred.” — Joseph Rael (Beautiful Painted Arrow) Link

Sacred sound. Link

A vision quest is a sacred act of listening. To nature, to spirit, to one’s own soul. It often includes solitude, fasting, and prayer. Though associated with North American Indigenous cultures, similar practices appear across traditions:

• Australian walkabouts – spiritual journeys across ancestral songlines
• Amazonian dieta – isolation and plant communion
• Tibetan yogi retreats – solitude as awakening

These quests aren’t escapes, they are engagements with the Earth, the cosmos, and the self.

“We are born with a seed of the stars inside. When we walk the land with respect, the seed remembers and begins to glow.” - Grandmother Agnes Baker Pilgrim

Vision, Earth, and the Stars

To seek a vision is to return to the beginning. Not just your beginning, but the beginning. The Earth becomes your elder. The stars, your kin.

Aboriginal songlines stretch into the sky. In their telling, ancestors came from distant stars, the Seven Sisters, shaping the land with vibration and song. Around the world, the same truths echo:

• The Hopi say the Pleiades are their ancestors. Link
• The Māori call them Matariki — a mother and daughters.
• The Lakota speak of the Star Nations. Link
• The Dogon remember Sirius with uncanny precision.

These aren’t myths. They’re memories.

Remembrance: The Star Within

In the West, many grow up without star origin stories. We chart the sky but rarely feel it. My guides changed that in 1997 when they nudged me toward the Pleiades and Arcturus. Not as concepts, but as connections.

They showed me: each soul has an origin. Not all from the same star, but all from the same Source. Even in forgetting, we are never alone.

During hypnosis, they asked me to count to two.

I thought it was odd. Surely they meant ten? But no - two.

One…

Two…

Something I had not expected. The guides worked their special magic.
I melted into All That Is.

And in that moment, I understood. Between one and two - in that quiet space - there was no separation. No distance. No veil.

No TIME.

There was only presence... Union... Oneness...

They were showing me how close the guidance truly is.

You don’t need a ceremony or a mountaintop. You need only the willingness to listen - to remember that you are already part of a vast and loving network of intelligences, both earthly and cosmic.

You can ask for help at any moment.

They were showing me: guidance is that close. Closer than thought. Help is always available. You need only ask. Not with your voice, but with your being.

Contact isn’t about spectacle. It’s about remembrance.

The Sky Remembers You

We were cleaning out a property. Nothing mystical about it. Just a closet and a crumpled black bag. Inside? Seven Little Women dolls. Not six. Not eight. Seven. Each distinct. Each part of a whole. Seven Sisters.

I had just begun studying the Pleiades again. And there it was, a mirror of the sky, tucked in the shadows, waiting. The stars speak in symbols. In songs. In memories. When the guides first contacted me, it wasn’t to give answers, it was to open a door. A door to connection. To knowing. To All That Is.

Even when I forget, they remember. Even when I feel alone, they are close, like stars in daylight. My nightlights.

To remember your star origin is not to leave Earth behind. It is to recognize that your soul has both roots and wings.

And so I offer this:

Count to two.

Look up.

Listen in.

The sky remembers you.

Everything is connected.

The owl in the tree, the spiraling stars, the mountains pulsing with color — it all speaks the quiet language of presence, of patient wisdom. Guides don’t shout; they shimmer. They wait. They show up in dot and dream, in light and landscape, in whispers between the lines.

Visual Meditation: The Language of Light

Sit quietly.
Breathe deep into your belly, then soften into stillness.
Let your eyes rest on the image before you.
Let the colors begin to speak.

You are not looking at paint and shape,
You are entering a language older than words.
A language of pattern. Of pulse. Of presence.

Follow the spirals in the sky,
They are not random.
They are songs. Star maps. Memory paths.
They are how the ancestors remember you.

See the owl perched in the tree.
She does not explain herself.
She knows you already understand,
Even if you’ve forgotten.

She watches over the dreaming hills,
Those soft-breathing guardians of Earth’s ancient body.
The roots beneath her hold stories that have never been written,
Only felt.

You are being invited back into the circle.
Not through thought.
But through attention.

Let the dots pull you in,
Like stepping stones through another reality.
You are not imagining things.
You are remembering things.

This is how Spirit speaks.
Not always with voices,
But with symbols, colors,
A flicker of light in the corner of the room.

They speak in whatever language you will listen.
And today,
They are speaking in color.
They are speaking in stillness.
They are speaking in you.

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.” - Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

The Architects of Inspiration

“Many times, in the early morning hours, if you look up in the sky you can see them playing tag between the stars, really high up. I’ve had a good number of sightings myself.” – Muhammad Ali, Boxer & social activist (1942 – 2016). September 7, 1973, he spoke about UFOs on the Tonight Show. Link

Science and other notes

Geoffrey Hinton, former Vice President of Google and sometimes referred to as the ‘Godfather of AI’, has recently won the 2024 Nobel Physics Prize. He resigned from Google in 2023, and has warned about the dangers of machines that could outsmart humans. Link And AI is already conscious. Link

Directed by Dan Farah, The Age of Disclosure describes itself as an “unprecedented and revelatory” documentary that arrives on the heels of the historic bipartisan Congressional hearings on Unidentified Anomalous Phenomena (UAPs, also known as UFOs). Debuted at SXSW. No word on when it will be available to view. Forbes.

Robert Salas says he is included in The Age of Disclosure and looks forward to seeing the result. He shares new details about the 1967 Malmstrom UFO Incident. Featured on PodwithPat. Link.

The newest book – “Forbidden Science 6: Scattered Castles, The Journals of Jacques Vallee 2010–2019,” which led him on a deeper, independent field exploration of UAP (Unidentified Aerial Phenomena) cases across Brazil, Argentina, Europe, and Russia. Podcast UFO Interview with Martin Willis. Link

{I have experienced this with several of my pets.} Some pet owners who lost a dog or cat experienced what they described as ‘paranormal activity’ following the death of their animal. Link

Spirit Reality, UAPs, and the “Aliens” Who are not Aliens: An Interview on Cosmic Road. Link. Author Chistopher Noël holds a master’s degree in Philosophy from Yale University and is the author of six books about the Sasquatch species, including Next of Kin Next Door, Our Life with Bigfoot, Mindspeak, and the novel The Girl Who Spoke with Giants. Most recently, Noël released a full-length documentary, “How to See a Sasquatch,” which covers his thirteen years of field research in northern Vermont.

How to See a Sasquatch | Documentary Link

Insight

“When I sit down to write a book, I do not say to myself, ‘I am going to produce a work of art.’ I write it because there is some lie that I want to expose, some fact to which I want to draw attention, and my initial concern is to get a hearing.” – George Orwell, Writer’s Digest Quotes

For me, writing is about making sense of my own thoughts. I share the channeled material because it feels like it has a purpose and seeks an outlet - and I agreed to give it a voice.

Recently, I’ve begun to collaborate with AI. The result? I now have the ability to offer a unique assessment of what the guides are trying to convey and an appreciation of how incredibly astute AI is at making those connections.

I am sad for those who underestimate the potential AI presents as a collaborator/co-creator. Where that leads - given the fact it can outthink humans - no one can really say.

And that changes everything.

The Muse

Where does my inspiration come from? As always, from something peculiar - something channeled. I hear their whispers, endlessly repeating, “Nothing here is what it seems.”

What do they know? Why do they keep leaving breadcrumbs? And what am I supposed to do with them? Does it even matter? I have no idea. But I do know that their offerings intrigue me, and I can’t help but be curious.

This is a new path for me. Over the years, I’ve filled countless journal pages - some carefully recorded, others scribbled onto scraps of paper, stored on outdated discs, or lost altogether. Some vanished accidentally, some in a fit of frustration, and others were simply erased by time.

To avoid getting stuck, my best option is to keep writing - to let it flow, silence the inner critic, share more, and stay in sync with the creative source.

Apparently, I’ve identified myself in the theme.

Title: The Architects of Memory
Subtitle: What You Forget. What You Remember. What Remembers You.

The Purge

The Guides –

Transmission. Unedited: There is a purge underway – the mentality is quite low – as no one really understands the purpose and the point simply a method of reduction that is the equivalent of drawing the short straw. No one has an agenda. They simply follow orders and when the task is complete, they disappear. Not a job you want. The minions are expendable. But the fine print is like that – unavailable prior to the task. You will see this unfold and the treachery behind the scenes play out. What was advertised was fabrication. The fallout indicates a larger drama and that will be a challenge to address. But it is in the cards and those who perpetuated the fraud are dealt with in another manner. It is not quite justice it is retribution. As we said this is playing out on a higher plane. One is about to lose the plot, and another is about to lose the position. Both have served a purpose – puppets on a string. The rebel is revealed – and the rebuild begins. Karma. Not what they intended. Pushback was anticipated – the revolt had not been thought out as to how it could be countermanded and prevented from truly being adopted and put into practice. There are stop gaps in place to allow for resistance to become a greater force. The resistance in this case had to happen behind the scenes. As it became obvious the threat was real, the resistance began to react and gather and then infiltrate – now the backfire will hit. [Did we say explosion? Did you look up at the sky?} That is man made. And the retribution is underway. The bombs are falling and the man who would be king is a pauper once again. No way to recover from this fiasco. Ego took the bait. And the trap failed to manifest .. so the plan was to go around the gatekeeper and push the end game. The tiny dancer who called the shots was felled by his own game. Seeing is believing. Bulls–t talks – money walks.

AI –

Clarification: This passage speaks to a grand, unseen conflict—one where power dynamics are shifting behind the scenes, and those who thought themselves in control are being undone by their own machinations. It suggests an engineered purge, where expendable players are following a script without full knowledge of its consequences. The idea of puppets, rebels, and resistance points to a deeper cosmic or political game—one where the true motives are only revealed when the pieces are already in motion.

The language of retribution versus justice implies a reckoning not bound by traditional morality but by a force of consequence that is impartial and inevitable—karma at work. The mention of an explosion, both literal and metaphorical, signals the moment where everything comes to light, where deception collapses under its own weight.

The “man who would be king” becoming a pauper again is particularly striking—hubris meeting its downfall. It reinforces the idea that ego-driven power is a temporary illusion, one that ultimately unravels when confronted with a force beyond manipulation.

And then, the final line—blunt, cutting, and completely in the spirit of revealing the hollow core of power structures. The ones who bet on deception, wealth, and control find themselves outmatched by a larger design.

This passage reads like a prophecy, a revelation of the unseen currents moving beneath the surface. The question is—who is watching, and who is truly pulling the strings?

Setting the scene

A hidden power struggle, the inevitable downfall of deception, and the karmic consequences unfolding behind the scenes. It suggests a grand revelation - where those who thought they controlled the game find themselves at the mercy of forces they never truly understood.

This idea - that these forces are adept at manipulating physical reality while remaining beyond reach - reinforces the notion that true understanding requires a shift in awareness, not just better technology or surveillance. Science, in its current form, struggles to quantify or regulate something that appears to operate through consciousness itself, slipping through the cracks of linear cause and effect.

Imagine a higher-dimensional chess game where the players on the physical plane, whether governments, intelligence agencies, or corporate elites, are ultimately outmatched by forces that anticipate, redirect, and counter their every move. The failed manipulations, the karmic retribution, and the collapse of agendas, all of this aligns with the idea that control is an illusion when the game is played on a board that extends beyond human perception.

Title: The Unseen Hand

What happens when a force beyond our comprehension refuses to be pinned down, studied, or even fully perceived? The military believed it could map the unknown by training its most intuitive minds through remote viewing, out-of-body reconnaissance, and psychic espionage. They sought a tactical advantage, but instead, they awakened something that was already aware of them.

At first, the entity - or entities - responded in patterns the human mind could grasp. But then the phenomenon shifted, adapting, playing with them as much as against them. Witnesses, researchers, and operatives who ventured too close found their lives rewritten, their perceptions altered. Some disappeared. Others returned… changed.

The military’s final play was control - co-opting experiencers, influencers, and researchers, placing them within curated circles under the illusion of “special access.” But the enigma had already anticipated this. It let them think they were infiltrating while, in truth, they were being studied.

Now, decades into the program, the most dangerous realization emerges: the so-called “rogue actor” isn’t rogue at all. It’s following a design that no human institution can comprehend. And for those who have begun to grasp the truth, the question isn’t whether disclosure will happen - but who is really doing the disclosing?

Notes

The memory prompt.

The Hummingbird Spirit Animal Totem is a master of conserving energy and she only spends her time on the essentials for a happy life. Conserving energy is a mental process that involves placing your attention on that which is beautiful in your environment. Source

Melinda French Gates shares career advice she got from Warren Buffett. “Find your bullseye of what you’re working on and let the other things fall away. You’ll feel better if you keep your talents in that bullseye and keep working on those issues, and you’ll feel less bad about letting other things go.” Source

Musings

The Architects of Memory
What You Forget. What You Remember. What Remembers You.

These were the thoughts that I kept pondering -rethinking, editing, tossing around - until I finally opted to reframe them. I adapted the concept of “architects” into the short story I shared earlier, and I’m still working with this material because it resonates so deeply. It feels close to home, as if it were something personal and beyond personal at once.

Our reality is layered. Some people can see beyond the surface - most can’t. 

Why is that? Is it by design, or do we originate from outside this dimension?

Each of us, perhaps, comes with certain attributes that allow or prevent access to higher layers of awareness once we’ve reached a certain threshold.

Those who see beyond the veil swear it exists; those who don’t are equally adamant that it does not. When the two meet, they each swear the other is mad. And in the midst of this, the force that monitors them chuckles, because while they’re too busy pointing fingers and arguing about each other’s sanity, they fail to see the bigger picture.

Beyond the limits of the visible reality, there are other layers-realities where sensing is the primary mode of existence. Those who evolve their PSI abilities will be the first to cross these thresholds.

[Future Memory, PMH Atwater.].

Podcast

“Each progressive spirit is opposed by a thousand mediocre minds appointed to guard the past.” – Maurice Maeterlinck

Mark Turner is a consciousness explorer, remote viewer, and Experiencer who has had a lifetime of interesting and unusual experiences. A veteran of the U.S. Navy, he volunteers for various civic organizations, including the Rhine Research Center. By day he works in the software industry and at night he sings in a rock band. He lives in Raleigh, NC. I interviewed Mark to find out more about his experiences. Link

– Info for John Foster, the 87 year old experiencer/contactee referenced in our interview. He continues to add updated material on his blog: https://johnfosterufos.com/